i am on my second week of "terminal leave". at the end of the business day of april 2, i would no longer be connected with sykes and with macromedia.

i would like to regret ever filing my resignation and deciding to leave. but i have never been one to regret anything i have done. i only regret things i have not done, things i have let pass. i know deep down that i have delayed my departure for as long as i could. i feel like a guest that have overstayed my welcome. i am glad that i am moving on... to better things? maybe... but then again, anything is better than working with... eheehhehe... no. this is not the time nor the place to write anything remorseful. besides, i would rather tell them that in person, if i ever do get the chance.

i am somewhat sad because i am leaving the people i have come to call my friends. i am leaving a group where i belong and where i am admired. i am leaving my security blanket...

i spoke with a newbie a day or two before i went on leave. he came from the company i used to work in. he said that all my batchmates in training then are now supervisors and team lead. wow... and here i am. still a level one agent. and i know that if i stay here, in my comfort zone, i will always be level one agent.

*sigh* i guess i am better off in other places. moving on, just moving on...