pims has already posted her mandatory goodbye letter. i am still to post mine. if i ever will be posting one that is...
i don't really plan to. if i had it my way ( and if some entities in my previous company have let me) i would have left as quietly as possible. like i did the last time when i left the first call center i worked for. nobody knew i was leaving or that i have handed in my resignation. that was what i wanted this time around. but sadly, they pinched and poked me till i screamed "bloody fucking hell!!!"
it's all water under the bridge now. master lee says i should let it all go. yah... i will... i'll smile and let it go when they are
six feet under. as for the mandatory goodbye letter for my beloved teammates... none will be forthcoming. there will be no goodbye letter. there will be no goodbyes... i'll just be seeing you around...
still...perfecting bumming
still working on my clearance. just a few more visits and i'll be done. thankfully!
still no work for me. there was one offer for a higher position but i vetoed it. the compensation offered sucked. *sigh* i wonder when i'll be able to work again? keith thinks i'm being a little too fickle and choosy but i don't think so. or maybe i am but i don't want to admit it. it's difficult, i'll say that much. it's difficult to leave a job where you're level one but paid as high as a level two. it's a lot more difficult to land a job that would pay you as high as your previous company and be level two.
still feel that i am better off leaving my security blanket though. it made me think of what i want to be years from now; made me want to think outside of what i have been used to. leaving my job made me dream again. now, i am able to think of what else i could do, what i want to do. i am now able to pursue my study of another language. next year, i might be able to buy that little piece of land and take up my masters.
still lacking in funds at the moment. i am close to using up what little money i have saved. trouble is brewing up in my parent's house in bacolod. my sister and her family might move back to our house in makati. jeesh. just what i need.
still staying in keith's place with his family. i don't have any choice and besides, i don't think his parents would want me to leave anymore.
still a bum and i'm fighting that feeling of hopelessness. i'm fighting the depression, that feeling of being good at nothing, that feeling of being nothing. still fighting the negativity...
good things come to those who wait.
still no work for me. there was one offer for a higher position but i vetoed it. the compensation offered sucked. *sigh* i wonder when i'll be able to work again? keith thinks i'm being a little too fickle and choosy but i don't think so. or maybe i am but i don't want to admit it. it's difficult, i'll say that much. it's difficult to leave a job where you're level one but paid as high as a level two. it's a lot more difficult to land a job that would pay you as high as your previous company and be level two.
still feel that i am better off leaving my security blanket though. it made me think of what i want to be years from now; made me want to think outside of what i have been used to. leaving my job made me dream again. now, i am able to think of what else i could do, what i want to do. i am now able to pursue my study of another language. next year, i might be able to buy that little piece of land and take up my masters.
still lacking in funds at the moment. i am close to using up what little money i have saved. trouble is brewing up in my parent's house in bacolod. my sister and her family might move back to our house in makati. jeesh. just what i need.
still staying in keith's place with his family. i don't have any choice and besides, i don't think his parents would want me to leave anymore.
still a bum and i'm fighting that feeling of hopelessness. i'm fighting the depression, that feeling of being good at nothing, that feeling of being nothing. still fighting the negativity...
good things come to those who wait.
"smile and let it go"
i am no longer working for sykes under the macromedia team for a week now. i am currently working on my clearance.
i am able to breathe a little easier now. just a few more hurdles and i'll finally be cleared from my previous company. i'll have a whole new slate to write my life on. finally.
and maybe, with time... i'll be able to just
i am able to breathe a little easier now. just a few more hurdles and i'll finally be cleared from my previous company. i'll have a whole new slate to write my life on. finally.
and maybe, with time... i'll be able to just
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