i remember about a month ago we were kidding around about her missed period. she was thinking of the what ifs... what if i get pregnant, what would Sars do? would he marry me?...
it was on the tip of my tongue to say 'as if!' with all the conviction i could muster... but i happen to love my sexy ass so i shut up and laughed with her.
now i am crying with her. all night long.
last week, when she told Sars she was pregnant, Sars came over the office and took her out to dinner. he told her he is so happy to be a dad and that he's so excited and all. nemo was practically beaming at me, such a happy fish. i was smiling at her, happy that she is happy. but at the back of my head was the thought that at some point Sars would get coldfeet and and get confused again and be forced to leave nemo under the pretext that he 'needs time for himself'. jerk!
well, well, well... how time flies. he buckled when he saw firsthand the life he and nemo made during nemo's ultrasound. he cried and told nemo to get rid of it (could he be any more of an ass than he already is???). nemo, bloated and upset, suggested maybe they should toss coin: heads and the baby stays, tails and the baby goes.
nemo is intent in keeping the baby. it's going to be a nightmare for her thru and thru. but she's strong. i feel her pain and i could only shake my head just thinking about what lies ahead for her. i know she'll make it thru this nightmare.
as for Sars... i could only pity him. it must be hard for one like him to be eternally confused and lost. always searching but never finding what he's looking for. maybe he does find it but he changes his mind and searches for another or maybe he doesn't really know what he's looking for...tsk...tsk... what an idiot!
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