i feel so alone at time. eventhough i'm with good company. i feel so scattered. or maybe shattered us the word. pieces of me are floating everywhere.

i'm tired. my feet are tired of walking. my mind is tired of thinking. my heart...sometimes, it feels like my heart us tired of loving.

i want to rest. some days, i juat want to sleep. just close out everything. just sleep and never wake up.

it's all so sad. my life was smooth-sailing. i was OK. now, everything just sucks. i was so sure then. now, i have no idea.

am i happy?

sometimes. some days are good. some days are bad. some days, it's the pits.

happiness is an old friend who drops by from time to time.