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... that a successful relationship requires falling in love many times, always with the same person. Always with the same person, but deeper and deeper every time. Each time on a whole new level, you together open in love and discover the truth of your beloved anew. There is no limit to the beauty of your beloved. If you think you've reached the end, stop generalizing. and the most important (

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CLOSING CYCLES by Paolo Coelho One always has to know when a stage comes to an end. If we insist on staying longer than the necessary time, we lose the happiness and the meaning of the other stages we have to go through. Closing cycles, shutting doors, ending chapters – whatever name we give it, what matters is to leave in the past the moments of life that have finished. Did you lose your job?

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my breath of fresh air. my ray of sunshine on a cold, wet day. my steaming mug of hot chocolate on a rainy afternoon. my tub of double dutch ice cream. my favorite Care Bear. my bowl of Yang Chow rice. my can of coke after a tiring day. my stick of Marlboro Lights during moments of distress. my walking notepad. my Other Some Kind Of Wonderful. my Fab Find. i could go on and on. but it will

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Tonight I can write the saddest lines. Write, for example, 'The night is shattered, and the blue stars shiver in the distance.' The night wind revolves in the sky and sings. Tonight I can write the saddest lines. I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too. Through nights like this one I held her in my arms. I kissed her again and again under the endless sky. She loved me, and sometimes I loved

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Kung dalawa ang mahal mo, piliin mo yung pangalawa. Kasi hindi ka naman magmamahal ng iba kung mahal mo talaga yung una. true. kaya sa haba man ng prusisyon... tantya ko... sa hiwalayan din ang tuloy.

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so far awayyour heartfrom my heart.right next to mineyours is a hundred miles away.i'm tired of running.i'm tired of startingbut never reaching.going after is getting boring.i leave everything behind.no longer blind.i let go.

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my birthday passed without so much fanfare. on my end, that is. people were everywhere, buying candles and flowers, going to cemeteries to visit their dearly departed. some were chilling out in malls. others went out of town, making visiting their dead an excuse to go out of the city.i spent my big day at the hospital, caring for my sick grandmother. as i turned another year older... eherm... "

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i threw away every letter and card i gave him the other day. looking back, i can't find anything to explain my action. i just got up that night, went to the box where i kept those treasured mementos. i took time sorting them out, deciding which i would keep and which ones to throw. i placed the discarded declarations of undying love along with our photos together in a plastic bag. i went

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what comes after motherhood? after raising a child to the best of one's ability, what comes next? what happens to the mother once the child is out of the nest? what now? what then?

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i have realized the other day that everyone, my closest friends included, would always think of me as both a fool and a joke, by taking him back. no one will let me forget that "tragic incident" that befell on me some... what?... 2 or 3 years ago. it's something i have to accept.everyday, i have to live with that memory. everyday, i would be reminded of that. the sooner i accept all the better

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by: ninaSomeday you're gonna realize One day you'll see this through my eyes By then i won't even be there I'll be happy somewhere Even if i can't I know... You don't really see my worth You think you're the last guy on earth Well i've got news for you I know i'm not that strong But it won't take long Won't take long Coz someday, someone's gonna love me The way, i wanted you to need me Someday,

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whenever i look at myself in the mirror, i get depressed. i am overweight. my face is all dark and pimply. my stretch marks are just hideous. they're all over my stomach, running down to my thighs. but i look at my child...and see how beautiful she is...everything is back to being all right. my stretchmarks would fade, i would lose my pregnancy weight. i just need to be patient. but if they don't

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does motherhood become me? ahahhaah. i don't know. i don't think so... what i do know is that i am at peace when i have my baby in my arms...

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finally out to conquer the world!Ü born Thursday, Sep.20, 2007 at 2:48am. Weighing 7.7lbs. my little princess, Keicia.

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the 3D4D ulstrasound was not that expensive, still it threw us off by a thousand or two. but darth and i could hardly care. it's our first year anniversary and it's our baby... it was just the most precious thing seeing her (yes, our baby is 99% girl based on the ultrasound!) moving. i've been feeling her move around since i'm on my 7th month now but it's just amazing to actually see her inside

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he said it is all about nothingness. he won't explain. you'll just have to read on and find out for yourself the thoughts entangled within each line.could someone then explain to me what he means by this:Thoughts of youThinking about you day and night, well if you feel the same way to, just remember that I'm herefor you. Everyday I've always loved you, everyday I'm always thinking ofyou, everyday

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i came across this comment while surfing for asian films. it was a comment made on a korean film about people and relationships online:" its so true abt all this online relationships. normally after themeeting, the 'chatters' tends to distance away from each other. =( "not for me. meeting him was only the beginning... *wink*

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i am sometimes afraid for myself and for my baby. i am alone in the house most of the time... what if i slip while going downstairs? what if i started bleeding? what if someone comes and attacks me in the middle of the night?i feel so alone.funny, i speak with hundreds of people everyday in the course of my work and yet... i find myself alone. always alone.i was right when i told me mother i

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i have always liked "tea and sympathy" by jars of clay. it reminds me of commitment: "don't trade us for tea and sympathy." it's not safe to trust someone completely just because they are there when the one you rely on is not. or to mistake soothing words and strong shoulders for love.i think he likes it for a different reason altogether. he traded his old love for tea and sympathy... once.

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i've always believed in miracles. not full-blown, there-is-a-god kind of a miracle. but little, everyday ones. those that make you smile and think that, despite all the evil lurking, there is still something worth living for... something good to look forward to everyday...and i have have a little miracle growing inside me... could you believe it?...i can't wait for september to come... =)

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i told my best friend the other day that it's sad but i would prefer to be a mistress than a wife.she said... "naman..." like i didn't mean it and that i was just kidding. but i was serious. that's what makes it sad.

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he asked thru SMS : " why did you marry a piece of crap like me then? why did you marry a piece of crap? "i was crying while i replied: "because i love you."

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some days, like today, i want to feel like i'm being cared for... waited on ... taken cared of... not the other way around.

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this is the little girl i had to eat kiamoy for. the reason i was hit in the head with a big desk calendar. the little girl i pushed around in her pink barbie bike. she made me dance to High 5. made me fall in love with the backyardigans. she made me sing with barney. we took those quiet walks in the early mornings... we played all those afternoons... and she made me forget my heart was broken.

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i took to reading books about dra. margarita holmes a few months back, right after darth and i got married. we were staying at his aunt's place at that time where there was dsl connection which i needed for my wfh job. there were all of these books about religion, architecture (his aunt is an architect), hobbies, crafts... and golly, dra. holmes' books about sex and health. wow!so i read them all

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i just wanted to share to the rest of the world the wonderful photos of the smile co. ^_^ big thanks to them for taking those gorgeous pictures of our pre-nup and wedding! and for the insightful write-up too. =D

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"this is what we do, we fight! i'm not afraid to hurt your feelings you tell me when i'm being a son of a bitch and i tell you when your being a pain in the ass with a 99 percent rebate rate that you'll be a pain in the ass again. it's not going to be easy. it's going to be very dificult. but i'm willing to do that just to be with you everyday of my life because i want you... all of you." - the

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*sigh*. some days, it is so difficult to love you. god only knows why i put up with it all... why i've put up with all our issues for 4 years now... god only knows why, despite our arguments, insecurities, issues, i've agreed to marry you. i want to regret decisions i have made... but like you, i think regrets are only for losers and fools. and i am neither. to regret decisions i have made is

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when the storm milenyo hit manila last september 28, darth and i were among the unlucky people trapped inside the Mall of Asia. i saw booths practically ripped off from where they stood and rolled and lifted all over the SM parking lot. chairs and tables skidded this way and that. papers, shards of glass and broken metal were swirling along in the strong winds. darth wanted to make a dash for it

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darth came home kinda late from an officemate's party. he was swaying a little, sweating, reeking slightly of beer. he was tipsy, or maybe downright drunk, to say the following to me:i told maya today that he should make a choice. he would not want to be in the same position i found myself in before. i told him i chose you because you fought for me. you knew what you wanted and you stayed with me

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Get Your Own! | View Slideshow

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the bride was late for her wedding. to no fault of hers. the rental car took its sweet time in picking her up at the hotel. but everyone, including the nervous groom, thought that she had decided to leave him at the altar. it would be fitting revenge given what happened to them last year. but no. that issue has long been settled between them. she was just fashionably late. she usually is for

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pwede ka ba maging masaya at malungkot ng sabay?ako oo.nang makita ko ang anak nya, sobrang saya ko. kamukhang-kamukha nya. ilong pa lang, hindi na maitatanggi. heheheehee...nang makita ko kung sino ang ina na bumuhat sa anak nya nalungkot ako. bakit sya pa?pero andito na eh... ano pa ba ang pwedeng magawa.masaya ko dahil nagka-baby na siya sa wakas. malungkot dahil alam ko na hindi nya makukuha

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from Darth:"Hay! Buti n lng d k late! Im so tired but im hapi n proud 2 see u stepping 4ward to take resopnsibility wen no one wud! Dats my little miss cecille!=D i love u!"k*pal na kung k*pal... we all make mistakes. there's still hope...

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designed by chin.

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i find myself visiting friendster less and less these days. i plain hate it sometimes. and it's all because of you. yes... you. you, of all people. but then again, why not you? i don't think i care about anyone else as much as i care about you.i envy them, your friends and your so-called friends. buti pa sila. you could write them glowing testimonials. you go out of your way to tell them how

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started work with a new company last monday, october 17. now isn't that a nice coincidence? 17 happens to be one of my favorite numbers. i won a lunch bag that day. i was dressed real nice. damn! i look good. =D not as pretty as those other girls but definitely better.i'm looking forward to more of work. i have plans of becoming a performance coach or maybe a trainer. i'm going to pursue my

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Funny, but I've just realized that this song has been playing in the background as my life came undone, unfolded and rearranged itself.White Flag-Dido-I know you think that I shouldn't still love you, Or tell you that.But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it where's the sense in that? I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder Or return to where we were I will go down with this

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This is a song that Cokie introduced to me. It's by her, or rather, our favorite group, Hi5.One Step Forward-Hi5-Don't be afraid to try something newDon't stop yourself from being 'you'If you can't do it this way,then try another way and keep on saying 'I can do'Dare yourself to jump up high,take your feet off theground,and reach for the sky....(Take) one step forward,don't look backIt won't take

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Main Entry: displaced personPart of Speech: nounDefinition: individual forced to leave his or her native country or home; To move or shift from the usual place or position, especially to force to leave a homeland, i. e. millions of refugees who were displaced by the war. Synonyms: DP, D.P., exile, expatriate, man without a country, persona non grata, stateless person, unacceptable person,

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i saw K in the office yesterday. i spoke with her. i felt so totally "wala lang". as in. she may be prettier, sexier, richer. she may be in a far better state than i am in. she may even still have darth's affection. yeah... at times i envy her so much it hurts. i even told darth how much i envy her. i said " it would be nice for someone to love me so much he would give up everything for me." yeah

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the first step is always the most difficult.i just called my TL and told him that i'm resigning. i feel bad because he's been very nice. but i don't feel bad that i've resigned from work. i'm actually relieved. it's not really for me. what's the sense of trying to be good at something your heart is just not into?i'm scared though. i'm scared that i might end up without a job. i'm scared of

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i feel so alone at time. eventhough i'm with good company. i feel so scattered. or maybe shattered us the word. pieces of me are floating everywhere.i'm tired. my feet are tired of walking. my mind is tired of thinking. my heart...sometimes, it feels like my heart us tired of loving.i want to rest. some days, i juat want to sleep. just close out everything. just sleep and never wake up.it's all

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i have been blessed with the most intelligent, empathetic, understanding friends. i don't get to say this to them much, but i am thankful everyday that they are at my side. they say that a friend in need is a friend indeed. along with the other lessons that i have gleaned from my recent "fall from grace", i now know who my friends are. with everything that they have done for me, especially to

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such a lovely couple... Originally uploaded by mistress_ice. Taken 29 June 2005 at the FBM lobby, Makati. I remember that line in Pretty Woman: " It must be difficult to let go of something so beautiful."Ah yes... so difficult. You can put all the mementos, letters, and pictures in a box. You can throw away the flowers, even the dried ones you have so lovingly collected. You can take off

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This is one of my favorite songs from one of my favorite movies, My Sassy Girl. Who would've thought I'd ever be singing it with so much fervor and feeling? It's in Korean,by the way, and the following is the translation.I BelieveI believe That although you are gone This cannot be the end, can it? I believe That your journey back to me Is just delayed, isn't it? I remember so well That I hurt

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My love,Its been a long time since i criedand left you out of the blue.Its hard leaving you that way whenI never wanted to.Self-denial is a gameIts strange i never would'vewanted it until there was you.Because i have learned that love is beyondwhat human can imagine,the more it clears the more i have to let you go.[Chorus:]But now i don't understand why im feelingso bad now when i know it was my

Icehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11545296183329131231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5439375.post-1118217510884519762005-06-08T15:41:00.000+08:002005-06-08T16:09:03.760+08:00

i got this in the mail today:LADIES.....Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,who calls you back when you hang up on him,who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.Wait for the boy who kisses your forhead,who wants to show you off to the worldwhen you are in your sweats,who holds your hand in front of his friends,who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on.Wait for the one who

Icehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11545296183329131231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5439375.post-1117982473837883292005-06-06T22:39:00.000+08:002005-06-05T22:41:13.836+08:00

Find Me Here, Speak To MeI want to feel you, I need to hear youYou are the light, That's leading meTo the place where I find peace again.You are the strength, that keeps me walking.You are the hope, that keeps me trusting.You are the light to my soul.You are my purpose...you're everything.How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Icehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11545296183329131231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5439375.post-1117982109686961222005-06-05T22:25:00.000+08:002005-06-05T22:35:09.693+08:00

it is done. i have packed all my belongings and left. with my head held high, tears streaming down my face. i left with all my earthly possessions,in a van provided for by my fellow goddesses. like what chin said... a goddess should always leave with as much grace and poise as possible. and i did. to the very last minute, my heart was filled to overflowing with love. love for the people who has

Icehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11545296183329131231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5439375.post-1117552041754951762005-05-31T22:48:00.000+08:002005-05-31T23:07:21.763+08:00

ampotah talagang buhay to... ngayun ko lang na-realize. wala akong trabaho, wala akong pamilya dito, wala akong tirahan, at wala akong boyfriend. hu-waw! may makukuha pa ba sa'kin? wala na.ka-swerte mo talaga. tangina. love na nga kita, in-love pa ko sa'yo. tsk!tsk! lahat na isinuko ko sa yo. letseng pag-ibig 'to...sabi ni k. ang swerte ko daw kasi ang dami kong kaibigan na nagmamahal sa kin at

Icehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11545296183329131231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5439375.post-1117455269288100622005-05-30T20:13:00.000+08:002005-05-31T22:46:25.456+08:00

i stumbled upon this interesting piece while looking for song lyrics. it tackles a very interesting subject: love vs. being in-love.-------NLOVE ka ba or LOVE mo sya? kala ko dati pareho lang pero iba pala!! basahin paramaliwanagan naman tayo."It's definitely different when you love someone and when you're inlove with someone"explanation: alin nga ba ang mas malalim? Loving someone or Being in

Icehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11545296183329131231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5439375.post-1117271194818038492005-05-28T16:53:00.000+08:002005-05-28T17:06:34.826+08:00

ganito pala ang pakiramdam ng buhay na patay. o patay na buhay?... wala na kong maramdaman. naiiyak ako pero wala na kong mailabas na luha. ang bigat ng dibdib ko. nagbibiro si mari kanina. natatawa ako pero ngiti lang ang nagawa ko. nagpa-exam si el profesor sa spanish class. hindi ko malaman kung pano ko nasagot basta ipinasa ko sa kanya. sana pasado. siguro puyat lang ako. mahigit 24 oras na

Icehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11545296183329131231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5439375.post-1117270377406558612005-05-28T06:05:00.000+08:002005-05-28T17:08:40.620+08:00

" and i'd do anything for you..."your wish is my command. kaya heto ako. nakaubos na ng isang kahang yosi. nagpalipas ng gabi kasama si pims sa pansamantala kong tirahan.marami kaming napag-usapan bukod sa iyo. naisip ko lahat ng kantang pwede kong ide-dicate sa yo. madami-dami din pala. naisip ko din kung ano ang pinakamagandang solusyon sa sitwasyon.ano nga ba?...alam ko na ang sagot. at alam

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andito na sya. si K. she's sitting right in front of me. she is not the woman i thought or pictured to be. i thought she was different.but she's just like me.we share the same views. talk almost the same way. we have the same principles, the same moral values. she's fairer than i am, but still morena. her eyes are neither small nor big. they're just right.like mine. but her eyelashes are longer

Icehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11545296183329131231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5439375.post-1117187496849915602005-05-26T09:33:00.000+08:002005-05-27T17:51:36.850+08:00

i'm about to meet her, the woman you are currently in-love with me. my heart is beating fast. i want to smoke but it's not allowed here in mcdo. does her heart beat fast too? is she also looking toward this meeting with trepidation?what am i going to say to her? am i going to ask her to stay away from you? maybe. i know that's bad and selfish. but i can't afford to lose you to her.ah! the pain!

Icehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11545296183329131231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5439375.post-1117187170448771462005-05-25T17:37:00.000+08:002005-05-27T17:46:10.453+08:00

ayoko na umiyak. promise! kasi alam ko nasasaktan ka pag umiiyak ako. nakakapagod na rin. luluwa na ang mga mata ko. lalo lang akong papangit.tama na!!!mahal kita. kahit baliktarin, alugin, basagin ang ulo ko... hindi na magbabago yon. mahal kita.kaya tuloy hindi ko malaman ang gagawain ko na rin.ano ba talaga?! mahal mo ba ako o siya?!!hay naku... di bale na. baka patay na ko pag nalaman ko ang

Icehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11545296183329131231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5439375.post-1116949198788497502005-05-24T23:26:00.000+08:002005-05-24T23:39:58.803+08:00

bumuhos ang malakas na ulan kanina. hudyat na patapos na ang tag-araw. halos walang pagtila ang ulan. tulad ng mga luhang namamalisbis sa mga mata ko...tama nga ang hinala ko. nahuhulog na ang loob mo sa kanya. paano nangyari 'to? akala ko ba ako lang ang mahal mo?... hindi mo alam kung bakit o paano, ni hindi mo alam kung ano ang plano mo...sabi nga ni Yoda sa Star Wars, " Your fear, I sense. "

Icehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11545296183329131231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5439375.post-1116210958277865832005-05-15T08:08:00.000+08:002005-05-16T10:35:58.283+08:00

sa loob ng 3 taon ko sa macro, bawat party na dinaluhan ko, ikaw ang kasama ko. pero iba na ngayon... kasama mo sila... kasama ko iba...pagpasok ni meme, nakita na niya ako. ang bungad niya ay hindi "hello". "nasan'n si keith?"isang matamis-mapait na ngiti ang sagot ko. "ikaw talaga meme", sabi ko."andito naman ako, bakit sya pa ang hanap mo?"unti-unting nagsidating silang lahat. nakakatawa. ikaw

Icehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11545296183329131231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5439375.post-1116211287937244702005-05-15T04:37:00.000+08:002005-05-16T10:46:33.653+08:00

i had the pleasure of holding ada in my arms last night at chin's party. she was heavy, 30 pounds. but i welcomed her weight. i gloried on carrying her around/ she didn't seem to mind and looked as if she liked me. that made my heart swell with happiness. i eventually had to put her down. we had to leave. i kissed her goodbye and almost cried. i felt like i was kissing a child i will never have.

Icehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11545296183329131231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5439375.post-1115951330126143542005-05-13T01:23:00.000+08:002005-05-13T10:28:50.133+08:00

dumating na ang panahon na kinatatakutan ko. my baby's all grown up now and wants to play. 2 years is such a long time. a lot can happen in 2 years.our love will sorely be tested.may Bathala be with us.

Icehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11545296183329131231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5439375.post-1115528521130121692005-05-08T12:54:00.000+08:002005-05-08T13:07:51.010+08:00

kagabi nalaman ko ang oras bumabagal din palalalo na pag hinihintay kita.kagabi napatunayan komahal talaga kitaala-una, alas dosbaka kung napano ka na.kagabi naisip komayron ka na kayang iba?alas-tres kanina, alas-kuwatro nakasama mo kaya kung sinuman siya?kagabi napagtanto konakakapuyat, nakakapagod mahalin kaalas-singko kanina, alas-sais na palapero wala ka pa.alas-siete na nang umaga ng

Icehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11545296183329131231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5439375.post-1114277884989215722005-04-24T01:20:00.000+08:002005-04-24T01:38:04.990+08:00

pims has already posted her mandatory goodbye letter. i am still to post mine. if i ever will be posting one that is...i don't really plan to. if i had it my way ( and if some entities in my previous company have let me) i would have left as quietly as possible. like i did the last time when i left the first call center i worked for. nobody knew i was leaving or that i have handed in my

Icehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11545296183329131231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5439375.post-1113747873047491402005-04-17T21:54:00.000+08:002005-04-17T22:24:33.050+08:00

still working on my clearance. just a few more visits and i'll be done. thankfully!still no work for me. there was one offer for a higher position but i vetoed it. the compensation offered sucked. *sigh* i wonder when i'll be able to work again? keith thinks i'm being a little too fickle and choosy but i don't think so. or maybe i am but i don't want to admit it. it's difficult, i'll say that

Icehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11545296183329131231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5439375.post-1112936236681721492005-04-08T12:45:00.000+08:002005-04-08T12:57:16.683+08:00

i am no longer working for sykes under the macromedia team for a week now. i am currently working on my clearance.i am able to breathe a little easier now. just a few more hurdles and i'll finally be cleared from my previous company. i'll have a whole new slate to write my life on. finally. and maybe, with time... i'll be able to just

Icehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11545296183329131231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5439375.post-1112063622336239582005-03-29T10:13:00.000+08:002005-03-29T10:33:42.336+08:00

i am on my second week of "terminal leave". at the end of the business day of april 2, i would no longer be connected with sykes and with macromedia. i would like to regret ever filing my resignation and deciding to leave. but i have never been one to regret anything i have done. i only regret things i have not done, things i have let pass. i know deep down that i have delayed my departure for as

Icehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11545296183329131231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5439375.post-1109729237449214842005-03-02T09:55:00.000+08:002005-03-02T10:07:17.453+08:00

i was served with another show-cause memo today. this time, it was for being in "idle-none" for 6 freaking minutes and having the gall to tell my team lead that i fell asleep. well... it was either lie to her or just come right out and say it... so i told her i fell asleep. kasi may integridad ako...ampotang integridad yan! nagsiwalat ako ng sama ko ng loob sa kaibigan ko, wala akong integridad.

Icehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11545296183329131231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5439375.post-1108966080616779772005-02-21T13:52:00.000+08:002005-02-21T21:25:35.263+08:00

i was interviewed last week for the Quality Assurance Coordinator position i applied to about two... maybe three months ago. it was the final interview and it took a long time for it to come by. and now... i wait...and wait... will i be part of the QA team now along with pims? i wait... but i am not holding my breath. i trusted people too much in this office... gave some people a lot more credit

Icehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11545296183329131231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5439375.post-1108362400662929582005-02-14T14:19:00.000+08:002005-02-14T14:28:47.456+08:00

The Reason-Hoobastank-I'm not a perfect personThere's many things I wish I didn't doBut I continue learningI never meant to do say those things to youAnd so I have to say before I goThat I just want you to knowI've found a reason for meTo change who I used to beA reason to start over newand the reason is you...I'm NOT sorry that I hurt youIt's something I must could live with everydayAnd all the

Icehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11545296183329131231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5439375.post-1107827058356459162005-02-08T21:20:00.000+08:002005-02-09T06:19:33.300+08:00

i find myself surfing jobstreet.com more and more often these days. once in a while, i would find myself clicking on the apply button... no, these are not random trancelike acts... i am in the prowl not only for a new blogskin or layout, i am also on the lookout for a better job. my manager, then my supervisor, informed me during one of our few verbal battles thru email that i should challenge

Icehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11545296183329131231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5439375.post-1107820413473467302005-02-07T23:09:00.000+08:002005-02-09T06:06:19.673+08:00

yes... the princess is back. it's been a long time since i last wrote down my thoughts. happy hearts' day is just around the block. no doubt my heart will remain happy. it'll be a little broken and cut in some areas but keith and i are doing a great job keeping it all in one piece. we are oh-so-well settled in our little private space over at keith's place. there is no talk whatsoever of me

Icehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11545296183329131231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5439375.post-1104586990135662072005-01-01T21:24:00.000+08:002005-01-01T21:45:02.420+08:00

the new year was ushered in with tears in my eyes...another disastrous, humiliating phone call with my mom. she finally said it. she told me in not so many words, that they don't want me to get married yet. "hindi ka pa nakakatulong sa amin eh mag-aasawa ka na agad." those words just killed me. i asked her what help they need. hindi naman nya masabi. gusto ba nila na padalhan ko sila ng pera

Icehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11545296183329131231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5439375.post-1104066497587644252004-12-26T20:18:00.000+08:002004-12-26T21:08:17.586+08:00

it's been a month since i last blogged. christmas has come and gone. new year is just a few days away... keith has started on his new job. he's enjoying it. i'm so happy for him. we're still on for the wedding. yes, still pushing thru despite my family's annoyance, especially my mom's. i have realized three weeks ago, thru another horrific phone call with my mom, that they are against the

Icehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11545296183329131231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5439375.post-1101537834760952162004-11-27T13:49:00.000+08:002004-11-27T14:43:54.760+08:00

keith and i have been losing valuable sleep over his job interviews and applications. nagkasabay-sabay kasi. he's determined to leave his current job (which sucks big time) and move on to better, greener pastures. i couldn't agree with him more. he was bent on landing himself a good, stable job that it just broke my heart to hear him say that he was denied yet again when he called me in the

Icehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11545296183329131231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5439375.post-1101479443624709392004-11-26T22:18:00.000+08:002004-11-26T22:30:43.626+08:00

while in the midst of planning for my wedding, i applied for an open position here in the office. it's my 3rd, maybe 4th, application for a higher position this year. this time it's for QA. i do hope i land the promotion. i have always eyed the QA position but this wasn't available to us Level 1's before. now, the opportunity has come. and i've grabbed it of course. i do hope i get. really. if i

Icehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11545296183329131231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5439375.post-1100959049635826652004-11-20T21:27:00.000+08:002004-11-20T21:57:29.636+08:00

keith and i had a long talk last night. i was argumentative at the start of the conversation, then i bawled my eyes out, and then i feel asleep in his arms. keith and i rarely have screaming matches. that's a good thing i suppose. i don't like screaming matches at all. and keith doesn't like them either. we discussed money matters, the wedding... he doesn't want to call it off. i admire him for

Icehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11545296183329131231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5439375.post-1100957122602904592004-11-19T19:14:00.000+08:002004-11-20T21:26:30.196+08:00

after that very bad phone call, i resumed my day as if it's like any other day. but thoughts were racing thru my head. like, what if keith and i just call the whole wedding off? i mean, we're obviously strapped for cash. his parents, although willing to provide for the venue and all the moral support they could offer, bless them, could not offer any monetary support. the same goes for my parents.

Icehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11545296183329131231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5439375.post-1100956342820918132004-11-19T15:11:00.000+08:002004-11-20T21:25:46.846+08:00

my day started with several calls and text messages from my sister. i need to call my mom because they have something very important to tell me. and it has to be like NOW! i called them and apparently they need money, about 24 thousand pesopesoses, to buy this secondhand tricycle. my mom said it's for her. a new business that she wants to put up. she'll buy the freakin' vehicle and have my

Icehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11545296183329131231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5439375.post-1100342905839212942004-11-13T18:48:00.000+08:002004-11-14T13:21:34.730+08:00

gown, originally uploaded by mistress_ice. i've finally decided on a gown. after coursing thru theknot.com's huge collection of designers and gowns, i go right back to the gown that i have decided on a year ago. it's simple and elegant. just the way i want it. i don't want to wear a gown with a ton of beadwork that will just weigh me down and make me look like it's the gown that's wearing me

Icehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11545296183329131231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5439375.post-1099681604051889842004-11-06T03:05:00.000+08:002004-11-06T03:06:44.050+08:00

keith and i are seriously considering not having a church wedding but a civil ceremony instead. money is tight these days and to spend a huge amount for a one-time affair seems foolish. the house in makati, where we will be spending most of our time, needs a few major repairs and we're thinking the money would be better spent on them. still... as angelo pointed out, we're getting married only

Icehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11545296183329131231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5439375.post-1099404575698430502004-11-01T22:03:00.000+08:002004-11-02T22:09:35.696+08:00

crappy birthday to me... crappy birthday to me... crappy birthday, crappy birthday... crappy birthday to me. *sigh*. if it weren't for keith and a few good friends who cheered me today, my birthday would have gone down the toilet. i supposed i should be thankful that i got to have the day off... but then again... maybe some people should have told me beforehand that my going out of town for my

Icehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11545296183329131231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5439375.post-1098922904497481422004-10-28T08:20:00.000+08:002004-10-28T08:21:44.496+08:00

i had a little chat with one of the newbies here in our team. apparently, she was once an officemate of my friend claire. not only was she an officemate, she also happens to be a confidante of claire's. she told me stories about how claire was at their office, her relationship with her husband and kids, her financial difficulty, her miscarriage... she told me things i didn't know. she spoke about

Icehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11545296183329131231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5439375.post-1098562106748114902004-10-24T03:47:00.000+08:002004-10-24T04:08:26.750+08:00

naiinis ako kay keith. correction! galit ako sa kanya. hmp! at hindi dahil sa nanakaw ang cellphone nya (na cellphone ko talaga dahil pinahiram ko sa kanya yon). galit ako kasi sinungaling sya. hmp! the nerve!!! at sya pa ang may ganang mainis sa kin at sabihan ako na hindi ako nakakaintindi. hah! sya kaya ang maghintay buong magdamag para sa taong hindi naman pala darating. o kaya naman eh

Icehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11545296183329131231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5439375.post-1098029299818463292004-10-17T23:37:00.000+08:002004-10-18T21:04:21.750+08:00

i am nine months away from the date we've set for the wedding. i have nine months to lose about 20 friggin' pounds. i need to or the gown might not fit. worse, i might end up looking like miss piggy on a wedding dress. or maybe a wedding dress with a pig. oink oink! i weighed myself yesterday and surprise! surprise! i am 125lbs. crap! crap! crap! i saw laiza last friday to hand over the cute,

Icehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11545296183329131231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5439375.post-1097475543567168082004-10-11T14:17:00.000+08:002004-10-11T14:19:03.566+08:00

ice is leafing thru a dictionary. beside him is keith, playing diablo. keith: hah! sige... bigyan mo ko ng kahit anong word dyan sa dictionary. i'm sure alam ko yan! ice: sige. commodious. keith: ha? ano yon? mwahahahahaha!... i just love this guy...

Icehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11545296183329131231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5439375.post-1097090279765371912004-10-07T02:53:00.000+08:002004-10-07T03:17:59.766+08:00

i am depressed. i have been eating more then normal, sleeping more than usual. i can't get my ass off to do anything. even going to the bathroom to answer the call of nature seems such a task. i haven't blogged for ages... no doubt about it. i'm depressed. and this has nothing to do whatsoever with keith and our upcoming wedding. that's the only thing that's going for me right now. what's

Icehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11545296183329131231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5439375.post-1095681405855396642004-09-20T19:56:00.000+08:002004-09-20T19:56:45.856+08:00

ang mundo ko ngayon ay umiikot lang sa maliit kong kwarto. ayoko na lumabas at makihalubilo sa mga kapitbahay. wala naman silang kwenta lahat. wala rin ako balak kausapin ang kapatid ko. kasi wala rin naman sya kwenta kausap. lagi lang akong nasa kwarto ko. nagbabasa, nanunod ng tv, naglilinis, namamalantsa, nagpaplano ng mga kung anu-ano. mahirap pero tinatyaga ko na lang. sa looban namin,

Icehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11545296183329131231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5439375.post-1095261074412151802004-09-15T22:57:00.000+08:002004-09-15T23:11:14.413+08:00

another semi-productive day in the office. i am surfing, surfing and surfing...thinking, thinking and thinking. all for the coming wedding of course. ^_^ besides, i really don't feel like working. i'd much rather browse thru thousands of webpages bearing wedding gowns than go thru tens of emails. the word is out. i am not going to be future senior rep or team lead. it is to be expected. as much

Icehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11545296183329131231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5439375.post-1094540656017578052004-09-04T14:40:00.000+08:002004-09-07T15:04:16.016+08:00

i saw the notebook with chin and gayle. the movie was great and the company i was with even more. i am glad to have spent time with them. i missed chin... and gayle too even though we haven't been friends as long as she and chin have. they have offered valuable pieces of advice and i have once again come to them for enlightment. i am standing in the door of marriage and i badly need help. so

Icehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11545296183329131231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5439375.post-1094541910933106552004-09-03T15:05:00.000+08:002004-09-07T15:25:10.933+08:00

the subject of marriage has come up a couple of times now within the past 3 weeks. i first heard it from my mom. i was pouring my rage over the recent events in our pesky neighborhood when she segued to my relationship with keith. mama: sigurado ka na ba dyan kay keith? sya na ba talaga? ako: OO naman! o di ba?! with conviction pa! just like that. walang halong pag-aatubili o pag-aalinlangan.

Icehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11545296183329131231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5439375.post-1094010009120064292004-09-01T11:30:00.000+08:002004-09-01T11:40:09.120+08:00

it's been 3 weeks since i last blogged and so many things have happened i don't even know how to begin pouring my heart out. i'll start off with my submitting my application for the post of team lead last august 17. yes. i did submit my resume complete with cover letter. i was interviewed for the position sometime last week. i think it went well. i gave it my very best. it would be a

Icehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11545296183329131231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5439375.post-1092354558177689812004-08-13T07:48:00.000+08:002004-08-13T07:49:35.966+08:00

my sister's husband came over to our place yesterday... no. i won't start on my sister. not today. i want to give myself a break. i'll be putting all my family worries on the back burner for now. i'm thinking about the vacant positions available for the taking in the office. should i go for it? should i wait it out? my heart palpitates just thinking about sending in my resume. i want to be the

Icehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11545296183329131231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5439375.post-1092183404399835332004-08-11T08:15:00.000+08:002004-08-11T08:16:44.400+08:00

i don't feel like doing anything today. i don't want to work. i don't want to read. i don't want to watch anything. i just want to sit and stare and think. my head is filled with thoughts of what i want to do, what i need to do, what i can do and what i can't. i feel like it's about ready to explode. my head is tired and all i want to do today is to sit and stare and listen to my heart. i want

Icehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11545296183329131231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5439375.post-1091813016447627232004-08-07T01:21:00.000+08:002004-08-07T01:23:36.446+08:00

umalis na si geisha sa bahay. kanina lang. inaway sila ng magaling kong ate. and all the while that they were getting crap from my sister, i was getting the same from her thru text messages. sabi ni ate bastos daw dahil gabi na eh ang ingay-ingay pa daw. kesyo yung mga sapatos eh diretso lang hanggang kwarto. kesyo ang ingay pag umaakyat sa hagdanan kahit na alam na maynatutulog... o sige na.

Icehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11545296183329131231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5439375.post-1091727349021795242004-08-06T01:22:00.001+08:002004-08-06T01:39:17.610+08:00

ang bilis ng panahon. mga tatlong linggo na rin ang kapatid ko dito sa maynila. sa loob ng 3 linggong iyon nagawa nyang makapag-ayos ng negosyo nya at maibenta ang halos lahat ng gamit sa bahay namin. yung tv rack, yung washing machine (na tita ni keith ang bumili), yung kabinet, pati na yung sofa set na regalo sa nanay ko binenta nya. grabe nga daw makabenta ng gamit ang kapatid ko eh sabi ni

Icehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11545296183329131231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5439375.post-1090850590607466102004-07-26T21:20:00.000+08:002004-07-27T14:49:21.520+08:00

i have finally gotten my wish. i am no longer living all by myself in my parent's too-big-for-one-person house. i now have keith with me and my good friend geisha as a roomie. it's all a dream come true...*sigh* until my sister came from bacolod last week. STRESS!!!!!!!!!! grabeh... as in!!! mahal ko ang kapatid ko pero mas mahal ko sya pag malayo sya sa kin. we've never been that close to

Icehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11545296183329131231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5439375.post-1089637430285558872004-07-12T21:02:00.000+08:002004-07-12T21:03:50.286+08:00

hay!!! hindi ko na lang talaga alam ang gagawin ko... may bago na kong template... promise! meron na talaga. hindi ko lang matapos-tapos. grrr... i am once again at the end of my tether. pray for me...

Icehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11545296183329131231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5439375.post-1089271769384668742004-07-08T14:43:00.000+08:002004-07-08T15:29:29.383+08:00

second year anniversary namin ni keith kahapon... grabe... dalawang taon na pala kaming naglolokohan... charing! heeheheheh... sino nga ba ang mag-aakala na aabot kami ng ganito katagal?! kahit ako eh nag-alangan din. i still have doubts if he's actually the one for me or not. pero tingin ko sya na talaga eh. as in! nagkita kami kahapon. syempre. anniv eh. kumain kami sa subway sa may

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